This good good GAL and its just ME
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obviously u r still nt ready to let go....taking the 5 things tt u wanna do for her as an excuse...still making urself prominent to her...well....really do hpe u can drop all these n start to move on wif ur life...obession leads to on where...n inflict such intense pain tt u might probably cant take it...Originally posted by nightyoung:yes.. after i finished the 5 things -
in everything we do we have a choice. its whether you want to see it or not. remember national service? everyone says that we don't have a choice but we do.Originally posted by nightyoung:no choice.. the OLD vcd player must work!! -
I will honour it.....Originally posted by *Lord Kang*:that is what u said..Hope u will honour this when u finish with the things that u have to do... -
really want to do the five things......Originally posted by zrahf:obviously u r still nt ready to let go....taking the 5 things tt u wanna do for her as an excuse...still making urself prominent to her...well....really do hpe u can drop all these n start to move on wif ur life...obession leads to on where...n inflict such intense pain tt u might probably cant take it... -
From my personal experience,
the best thing to do now is... build your mind and your health to boast up your own confidence.
Build your mind through taking up a religion and pray for her happiness.. this would help you to relief your pain in time to come..
build your health by doing regular exercise.. best go to a gym with babes... u sure feel good about it after 2 months...
Meet more people of your age.. and you would realise how much appreciation that people would give you.. and there you build your confidence..
Sorry to said but it seem like your own life now is entrench inside.. she control your emotion, feelings and your life... You need to get ot of the circle (give up that damn tree and go for the entire forest outside).
Remember it is your life.. not hers.. you have a choice... -
you are not a puppet on a string
girls like to play boys like toys
thats what they practice when they play with dolls
great that u found these fantastic feelings
dumbkopf for not telling her earlier
get over it
get a woman not a toy girl
and if you cant get over it
propose to her and then you will get what you deserve -
went to sim lim tower today and becoz i wanted to service the vcd player..
the shop owner thought i was weird becoz a new vcd player cost only $50 plus and a DVD one cost $100 plus and i wanted to service it even if its $100..
i told myself i have to get the vcd running..
on the way back.. i really lonely.. also wanted to drink for the fourth consecutive day of beer but didn't..
very lonely..
she will be back tomorrow and there's no news about her bf's camera -
Babe if we can't solve any problems
Why do we lose so many tears
Whoa, so you go again
When the leading man appears
Always the same things
But can't you see we've got everything
Going on and on and on
And everytime you go away
You take a piece of me with you
And everytime you go away
You take a piece of me with you you
Go on and go free
Maybe you're too close to see
I can feel your body move
But doesn't mean that much to me
I can't go on singing the same theme
'Cause you can't see we've got everything
Baby even though you know
That everytime you go away
You take a piece of me with you
Just don't care girl
Everytime you go away
You take a piece of me with you you
'Cause you can't see we've got everything
Baby, even though you know
That everytime you go away
(Everytime you go away)
(Everytime you go away)
Why you have to go away right now
(Everytime you go away)
(Everytime you go away)
Go on and go away girl
(Everytime you go away)
I don't understand why you gotta go girl
(Everytime you go away)
Go on and go free even though you mean so much to me
(Everytime you go away)
I don't understand baby
(Everytime you go away)
Oh baby, baby, baby everytime you go
(Everytime you go away)
You don't know, you don't know
Beause you never understand girl
(Everytime you go away)
Why you have to go away right now
(Everytime you go away)
Everytime you go girl
(Everytime you go away)
Go on, go on and go free
(Everytime you go away)
Baby you mean so much to me
I'll never understand why you gotta go girl
(Everytime you go away)
I don't understand girl
(Everytime you go away)
I don't know go, I don't know go
I don't know go, I don't know go
I don't know go, I don't know go
(Everytime you go away)
Go girl, go girl, gotta go girl, you won babe
(Everytime you go away)
Baby, baby, baby
(Everytime you go away) -
hwat's this song?Originally posted by the Bear:Babe if we can't solve any problems
Why do we lose so many tears
Whoa, so you go again
When the leading man appears
Always the same things
But can't you see we've got everything
Going on and on and on
And everytime you go away
You take a piece of me with you
And everytime you go away
You take a piece of me with you you
Go on and go free
Maybe you're too close to see
I can feel your body move
But doesn't mean that much to me
I can't go on singing the same theme
'Cause you can't see we've got everything
Baby even though you know
That everytime you go away
You take a piece of me with you
Just don't care girl
Everytime you go away
You take a piece of me with you you
'Cause you can't see we've got everything
Baby, even though you know
That everytime you go away
(Everytime you go away)
(Everytime you go away)
Why you have to go away right now
(Everytime you go away)
(Everytime you go away)
Go on and go away girl
(Everytime you go away)
I don't understand why you gotta go girl
(Everytime you go away)
Go on and go free even though you mean so much to me
(Everytime you go away)
I don't understand baby
(Everytime you go away)
Oh baby, baby, baby everytime you go
(Everytime you go away)
You don't know, you don't know
Beause you never understand girl
(Everytime you go away)
Why you have to go away right now
(Everytime you go away)
Everytime you go girl
(Everytime you go away)
Go on, go on and go free
(Everytime you go away)
Baby you mean so much to me
I'll never understand why you gotta go girl
(Everytime you go away)
I don't understand girl
(Everytime you go away)
I don't know go, I don't know go
I don't know go, I don't know go
I don't know go, I don't know go
(Everytime you go away)
Go girl, go girl, gotta go girl, you won babe
(Everytime you go away)
Baby, baby, baby
(Everytime you go away) -
it's about this dude who cannot seem to go away... and this girl who is making use of him...
whenever her main guy appears, she goes away, leaving him broken hearted..
again and again and again...
go on and go free...
but he is in a prison of his own making...
it's called Everytime You Go Away by Daryl Hall & John Oates
or also redone by Paul Young...
ultimately, he's just a glutton for punishment... and the woman is oblivious to his suffering... or chooses not to see it coz he's convenient...
it also serves as a warning to people who do not have the will and strength to do the right thing, to walk away from the people who use them as a crutch.. only to be thrown by the wayside when their main lover appears... ultimately, everyone suffers... long term... -
She'll back today... but i think i am not going to contact her because ..
i just distant myself from her today... besides.. she got her bf to accompany her so .. i think its ok -
gooooood
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Try thisOriginally posted by the Bear:it's about this dude who cannot seem to go away... and this girl who is making use of him...
whenever her main guy appears, she goes away, leaving him broken hearted..
again and again and again...
go on and go free...
but he is in a prison of his own making...
it's called Everytime You Go Away by Daryl Hall & John Oates
or also redone by Paul Young...
ultimately, he's just a glutton for punishment... and the woman is oblivious to his suffering... or chooses not to see it coz he's convenient...
it also serves as a warning to people who do not have the will and strength to do the right thing, to walk away from the people who use them as a crutch.. only to be thrown by the wayside when their main lover appears... ultimately, everyone suffers... long term...
http://www.queendom.com/tests/minitests/fx/glutton.html -
u are giving excuses for her fault..
overlooking her mistakes.. u just want to be stuck in her..
i might sound harsh but i think u arent determind and doing enough to give up.
or rather the things u do for her.. and her imagine within ur heart and brain has already been there for so long that if they arent there u feel a change in your life therefore u arent ready to face this change..
seriously, if u need.. seek some help maybe a pyschologist.. -
Here are the results:::Originally posted by pie:
On the surface it seems as though it would be great to have a friend like youÂ…because you would always be around to pick up the pieces. Your intentions are indeed quite honorable but you must realize that you cannot take on the problems of the world. You may think that you have people's best interests in mind, but you might just be afraid of rejection if you stand up for yourself Â…and have you truly considered your own best interests? The only one suffering from hardships is you. If you continue to soften the blow from under people when they fall, they will never learn to protect themselves. And, unless you plan on being a glutton for punishment for the rest of your life, you need to accept that people have to learn to take responsibility for their own actions. Start by learning to say "no" occasionally; not only will you become a valuable friend to those whom you say "no" toÂ…you will also become a better friend to yourself! -
she just gave me 6 miss calls .. and i answered the phone.. the number appeared to be strange and i was right..
its she.. she called to find out whether i got news about the missing camera..
we didn't talk much. just that i said i will infrom her if there is news of camera.. and bid her good night.. -
Life is empty again... very
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Ya..Life is certainly empty sometimes..Is just depend on individual whether they want to pump in any life again..Mine is also empty..Trying very hard to fill it up again..But....Nvm..hahaOriginally posted by nightyoung:Life is empty again... very -
she sms that she's back.. and thanked me for my help..
i wish her good nite..
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learn to enjoy how and wat u are now. although u may not understand or realise it now, but its there. wats there? the joy of being ur self by ur self. some ppl call it freedom. i suspect that everyone here will tell me that they can live without the freedom but when u see it sipping out of ur hands then will u realise the importance of it. just like a relationship. men can never understand that. they will never be able to see wat is before their very eyes till they lose it. treasure everything that u have now. men are greddy. they want everything that they dun have. but fail to treasure and see the importance of wat they have in their hands.Originally posted by nightyoung:she just gave me 6 miss calls .. and i answered the phone.. the number appeared to be strange and i was right..
its she.. she called to find out whether i got news about the missing camera..
we didn't talk much. just that i said i will infrom her if there is news of camera.. and bid her good night..
remember the story abt the sleepycat that had the fish in her mouth but when she saw the fish in the water, she also wanted that.
think hard as to wat u want. for u will never be able to see it till its too late. -
she sms me today saying that she's in bad mood..
i sms back and asked why.. she told me about her missing camera and some nuhappy work stuffs..
so i msg back.. god bless.. and believed that good things will come her way..
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Went out with her yesterday..Not just the two of us but with a grp of friends..Don't know leh..But the two of us seems to distant away already..Not like what we used to be..Always talking or making fun of each other..There seems to be a "barrier" already..Hai..I don't know whether is that good or bad..
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she sms me today finding out whether i got any news of camera.. and just now she sms me she got something to pass it to me..
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i replied her this morning and she replied back.. she suggested to meet and go home together after work..
then i find excuses saying that i will be late as i might have OT.. then later she replied she also worked to 8 plus.. so i replied her it should be ok..
then about 9pm.. i was already at west area.. which is near her workplace.. i sms her shortly and she called me.. and i suggested we meet at Boon Lay..
actually i was happy to see her again.. we went shopping from shops to shops.. and we chat at the fast food restaurant.. we just seemed to talk a lot this time.. maybe because we didn't meet for a week or so..
i didn;t ask anything about her trip.. and not anything about her bf.. nothing at all.. she asked me free on sunday? then ask me free on saturday? haha she's so funny..
on the way back to train. i did a silly act to make her laugh.. i laughed too.. i wasn't intended to do that .. but everytime we go shopping we are very happy. That kind of feelng was like last time.. the usual sat when we hang out together to dawn.. i miss it.. wonder if she miss it too?
Now thinking back.. if i did the five things.. i think i will find it hard to leave her..
i think we both will cry when i said that to her..
as usual.. i sent her back to her door steps and i left. Gosh.. why am i into this again.. i just cant help it.. -
back to square one...
