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Maybe someone can recognize it's chinese band Mayday's "温柔" lyrics. Vaguely translated as "If you said you wanted to leave, I'll not beg you to stay. Because I love you, I will set you free." Maybe we were fated to be just friends. Known her for 4 years. From schoolmates to classmates to best friends to strangers to partners and MAYBE back to just schoolmates when I enroll in NUS soon.
I told myself I will have no regrets over this relationships at the start. And I don't at this point. Too different personalities and interests.
Second thought 分手就分手....别把�说得太美 Kenji Wu's "残废". Translated as "Just break-up and cut the crap." I never wayang in front of my friends and I don't pretend to like people when I don't. That's why my friends are few but close to me. And I couldn't ever imagine my girlfriend playing mindgames on me. Words laced with sarcasm. Reverse psychology...
Maybe she just wants me to be the bad guy and "dump" her by saying the magic words. But then it's like whenever we are at breaking point she will suddenly reverse and the angels in her come out and do their magic.
I wouldn't say I'm tired but I definitely am confused sometimes. I'm definitely not blaming her and I have no regrets...
Note: post to be edited when the thoughts in my mind are straightened out : )
ok. take care yah?